my minute-ly dose

 "addiction is a monster"

no it's not.

i don't know that it was you

the addiction i had

not until i noticed how i started to grow my wrinkles on the side of my eyes

'cause i smile a lot

'cause of you, of course

you weren't a kind of someone i didn't count on my list

but not that i counted you a lot since i fought myself back then whenever i was about to

darn it, you were addicting since ever

if i could ever print your footsteps on your past path,

maybe i would

i don't know since when did my brain cells develop a lot of things

that built by every bit of your existence

no time wasted for having every dots of your shape in my imaginary

i have it all tho

i was never able to think that i will be in this world

this current world i'm living in

how the passions i get

since i found you

wait, since you found me?

or i can say, we found our path?

worry not, sweetest darling

don't you dare to worry

all the greed,

passion, that if i may to mention it one more time,

desire,

addiction,

that you might be craving for, (or do i)

i can serve you all of it

no, i'm not serving you

i am made of it

you're addicting.

you're my valium