10/12/2019

i want to rip your skin
as you scratched mine
to the bone
torturing me
with your invisible claws
and left me bleeding
til dead

10/10/2019

how could i ignore to gaze?
but still i closed my eyes for a while
braced myself
for throwing glare
that i hoped it would stab you profound
unleashing the cinder
awaken the consciousness in me
constantly blazing
once it ready
we'll burn


6/08/2019

malam ini

sendu senyap malam teredupkan oleh gemericiknya percik air hujan yang menghantam atap
aroma air hujan yang berpadu dengan tanah, aroma sejuk yang menyegarkan
sekilas akan penat satu jam yang terpaut mendadak sirna

ada sapa yang muncul ke permukaan
kemudian senyum yang tersunggingkan
bak bulan sabit, lengkung tak terelakkan
meski hujan, malam ini

ada hangat yang mengalir dalam dada
endorfin yang alamiah menjalar
mengawetkan lengkung bibir terpatri dalam kepala
menaruh percaya dalam maya

5/12/2019

cermin dua arah

ada kehidupan yang perlu kau isi.
di dalamnya terdapat kebahagiaan yang menantimu, kebosanan rutinmu.
ada kehidupan lain yang mungkin kau isi.
di dalamnya terdapat kesengsaraan yang hilang seiring kau mengisinya.

melangkah dan melangkah
aku masih menunggu tibanya bus di halte ini
ada senyap yang perlu kuisi

diam dan hening
kau masih terduduk di sofa depan penghangat
ada pilu yang patut samar

bus mendekat
kayu bakar menghangus
roda terus berputar
api kian berkobar
air memercik dari kolong bus
abu mulai beterbangan
semburat matahari memapar melalui kaca depan
kilat menemani riuhnya tetesan hujan
dua senyum disunggingkan
kedua perindu yang saling mengungkapkan
masih terasa ada yang hilang namun masih bertautan
ialah sebuah harga yang harus dibayar

2/16/2019

it's an invisible line

we met to be fall in love.
i did, but bet you didn't.

you bring the fresh air that i've never tasted.
the warmth i could never imagined that i would get.
i thought i was silly but yes i am.

how could we fall to the ground that we never stepped on?
how could we enjoy a wine if we want to stay always sober?
how on earth we could live this life with those lies?
how long will it last?

i'm sure we met to be in love
but you weren't.

you asked me,
"what is love?"
love?
i wasn't sure how to ask you
whose perception do you want
i wasn't sure how to tell you
that it's you, from my view

i doubted if we met to be a pair
i started to close the note of us
but then you brang me more pens
"Draw a little more with it from now"
that's what you said.

we met to be in love
i do,  and you .......

1/22/2019

no place you'd rather be

Lay your head on my shoulder
You're gonna hear my heartbeat
Let all the dust fly away
And pieces of the broken fall

Just close your eyes and inhale
Then I'll whisper to you
Feel the air while my words come into your ears, your mind
You'll pass
All the struggle

Hold
You are the sun of somebody's galaxy
You are the superhero of somebody's childish dream
You are the reason of somebody's life

It's already flaming inside your chest, now exhale
Let it burn what should've been

You may keep your eyes close or just open them
You're allowed to put your arms around me
Scream out your fears
Drown us in your tears

Run to nowhere else but here
I'm your home