I might died on my sleep

Many nights
the pain never missed any chance
it hurts me
stabbing my chest
my back

I never want to pray a bad thing for me
but I never wanna be forgotten, being left
like it or not,
i wish i'm dead before everyone

Such bittertruth i had to swallow
I can't let you with anyone else

I
Must
Be
The
Only
One
You
Rely
On

And once death comes to me
It might hurts
I never want to say goodbye
Since I'll stay here forever
dead or alive

I wish I was good enough
before i left
I wish people will remember me
by the good things i did
I wish I'm capable enough
to make people regret for treated me bad

I might died on my sleep
I wish it will be peacefully